Emma's first birthday is in ten days. That's unbelievable. It almost seems like a dream since she was born ... almost. Johnny and I have been talking about what we plan on doing that day. I've already purchased the lemons for her Lemon Bundt birthday cake. I know we'll visit the cemetery and pay her our respects. I think I'll take her a piece of cake ... with a candle for her first birthday. I know she won't be able to eat it but I want to celebrate the day with her ... even if we eat the cake all by ourselves at